Thursday, May 26, 2005
I look down and up but I find no love in the air. My heart bleeds non-stop after fighting the desires of sex and money. What if I punctured my heart with your anger? Will I ever come back to eat porridge that reminds of your smoothness and tasty night we spent together in Five Headed Market?
My tattoo is like a garbage bag dumped as if our tears were worthless and discarded. Bearing the pain of needles piercing and coloring is nothing compared to sleeping with you okay! Your presence haunts me with its misery and I can only try to forget what you had said when I’m making love with you…
Yesterday I opened the envelope and read our wedding invitation card. I saw that we were mister and missus, but I’m glad this nightmare is coming to an end but why you still enter my dreams again and again? Watching and stalking me like a cherry pie baking in the earthen oven.
Stars shining bright, do you miss me? The evening breeze caresses me like your fingers… salty with the essence of life anew. I lick your hair, sniff your musk and fuck your ass and royally eat your pussy! We have become the monster with two backs. We are at the position 69 lingering deep. Climax approaches with a screaming, intensity, lost in the Never-never land between your legs. White eruption onto two big igloos filled with tau hui. Both of us swim in the ocean of black satin sheets, holding the other’s loving gaze. Kua si mi? Eyes filled with sotong pus, our fingers intertwined like tentacles in a war.
Gambling requires no effort ever but how helpless we are! Holding dice to emphasize point, its ivory sheen mocks me. DFOs turning to the dark-side to grope for a prey unfortunate enough in life’s lottery. Crossing fingers ain’t no consolation, flinging mud brings perverse salvation. One more year to emancipation!
Outside the casino boys and girls gather to play and smell with each other’s inner wear, even the dead cringed in their graves. Saliva foams at the mouth of rabid dogs, eager and hungry to have a piece of human flesh. An earthquake struck and everyone died except the local priest who was amazed to find Superman carrying Babe the Pig for slaughter. The priest had cravings for bak kua and te kah, so he insisted last rites read for the pig before the Last BBQ.
Landing onto the trampoline makes me high because I know what’s waiting for me below. Beneath…oh yes! A proud naked guy showing off his one mm earthworm, wriggling, steaming, huffing, drooling. Disgusted, father came out with his biggest chopper, chopped away the earthworm, hooked it on bait and sold it to the fisherman outside here. The earthworm grew up and became an anaconda, hissing, curling only at chio bu making them shiver with unseen delight. No beginning, no ends.
25 May 2005
Tham Yu Heng, Tan Roon Tyn, Colin Chin Ming
People I Kill. Their bones I collect.
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